Hello, Astar community.
Today, I want to have an honest conversation with all of you.
Since joining the Web3 ecosystem, I’ve always tried to be responsible and committed to every project I’ve been part of. I discovered Astar Network at the end of 2023, and many of you know that I spent all of 2024 working toward becoming an Astar Ambassador. Earlier this year, in 2026, I was honored to finally achieve that goal.
Then… I disappeared.
Many of you may have wondered what happened.
The answer is my health.
I was born with sickle cell disease, a lifelong condition that comes with periods of stability and periods of severe health crises. When those crises happen, I don’t just step away from Astar—I step away from everything. My work, my social media, my personal projects… everything has to stop while I recover.
Last month was especially difficult. I spent every week going back and forth to the hospital, and at one point I even required an emergency blood transfusion. Recovering became my only priority, and unfortunately that meant stepping away from my responsibilities as an Ambassador.
Because of this, I’ve always tried to build a career that adapts to my reality. I mainly work remotely, I organize my schedule carefully, and I’ve learned that my pace isn’t always the same as everyone else’s. That has never meant I care less or contribute less—it simply means I have to work differently.
Looking back, I realize my biggest mistake wasn’t my illness—it was my communication.
I didn’t explain what was happening, and I didn’t let the community or the team know why I had become inactive. For that, I sincerely apologize.
Thankfully, I’m now recovering and slowly returning to Web3.
Over the past few weeks, I’ve been asking myself whether it’s fair to continue calling myself an Astar Ambassador after being inactive for several months. At one point, I was ready to step down because I felt it was the most responsible thing to do.
But before making that decision, I wanted to ask the people who have supported me throughout this journey.
Do you believe I should continue as an Astar Ambassador now that I’m returning, or do you think it’s more appropriate for me to step down and continue supporting Astar simply as a community member and content creator?
Whatever the answer is, one thing won’t change:
I genuinely believe in Astar Network, its technology, and its vision. My commitment to this ecosystem didn’t begin with the Ambassador title, and it won’t end because of it.
I value transparency, responsibility, and this community’s trust. That’s why I wanted to share my situation honestly and hear your thoughts before making a final decision.
Thank you for your patience, your kindness, and for being part of this journey with me.
I look forward to reading your opinions.
You can learn more about my story here:
https://www.instagram.com/vida_audi/
With gratitude,
Audi García
